Still alive but I'm barely breathing...         So last night he told me that he had found someone new. F our days after he broke up with me the  very night before my birthday,  f inally he admitted. This is after eight long years of being together. It wasn't just a sudden decision he made, I think. My heart is bleeding. My eyes are hurting. I couldn't sleep much at all. I can only sleep for an hour or two. I am usually awakened around 3 a.m. and I can no longer go back to sleep. It is so hard. I am exhausted. I am exhausted from going to work without enough sleep. I am physically and mentally drained from everything that is going on with my life. For now, this is all I can write. I'll just continue chasing sunsets... Yeah, it's 3 AM...  💔